John 12:32 And I, if I be lifted up from the earth, will draw all men unto me. 33 This he said, signifying what death he should die.
Jesus was telling the disciples how He was going to die. He would die on a cross, suspended between heaven and earth. But with that declaration came the promise that He would draw all men to Him. He wants all saved. He will be calling all men. So the very fact that He died on the cross is proof that He wants you saved.
You have no excuse. Jesus died for you! He is calling you to salvation. Trust the Lord Jesus Christ today. Believe that even in your sin and failure He loves you. He paid your sin debt. All you need to do is receive the gift of eternal life that He is offering you!