Job 36:26 Behold, God is great, and we know him not, Neither can the number of his years be searched out.
God is so far above us. We will never understand Him until we are in His presence. Even then it will take Him making us understand. He is great. All we have is His Word. His Word is enough for now. Through His Word we get a glimpse of Him but one day, face to face we shall know Him. Now we see through a glass darkly but one day things will be cleared up for us.
It is best to accept that He is God and you do not understand any more than what He has revealed and even that is limited to our understanding.
He is far greater than we will ever understand in our flesh, this body, here on this earth!