Genesis 40:8 And they said unto him, We have dreamed a dream, and there is no interpreter of it. And Joseph said unto them, Do not interpretations belong to God? tell me them, I pray you.
As I read this verse I thought of how Joseph had such a close relationship with God. He was confident to respond that God knows dreams. I know God. Just tell me and I will ask him.
Then I thought about my relationship with God. I know academically a lot of things about God. I even know in my heart that He loves me. I am confident that He saved me. But I am not this close. I am not working at developing this kind of relationship. I am sorry. I am wrong.
God, I want to work at loving you. I want to know you and feel so confident in you that this sort of attitude will not seem that far off. I believe in the past that I have felt something sort of similar to this. It has been a long time. I repent.
I want to love you. I want to trust you. I want to think of you constantly. I want to develop my relationship with you to where I will be this confident of my knowing you.
Forgive me for being so busy, running so fast, not taking the time to spend with you!