Joel 2:12 Therefore also now, saith the LORD, Turn ye even to me with all your heart, And with fasting, and with weeping, and with mourning: 13 And rend your heart, and not your garments, And turn unto the LORD your God: For he is gracious and merciful, Slow to anger, and of great kindness, And repenteth him of the evil.
Even when in deep sin the message of God’s man, Joel, was to turn and God would be gracious. It is who He is. He is slow to anger, of great kindness and doesn’t like to see people get hurt or bad things happen.
The repentance was to be real, from the heart, not something external. With God it is never about outside, showy worship but something that happens in our hearts.
So no matter where you are or what you have done you can turn to Him and have His blessing. He is ready to forgive. He is ready to bless.
The only reason you believe or feel anything different is that you have believed a lie. Believe the truth that you will find in God’s Word!