Jeremiah 17:7 Blessed is the man that trusteth in the LORD, and whose hope the LORD is. 8 For he shall be as a tree planted by the waters, and that spreadeth out her roots by the river, and shall not see when heat cometh, but her leaf shall be green; and shall not be careful in the year of drought, neither shall cease from yielding fruit.
Happiness and blessing are found in trusting the Lord. Knowing that He is the source for all that we need and even want. If we trust Him then no matter what happens we can be sure that He will supply us our need and keep us fruitful. Even in the times of drought we will have supply.
Get into His Word each day. Just a little is fine. You do not need to make it some large drudgery. You do not need to guilt yourself into it. Just read a little. If you get nothing from the passage but a question that will be fine.
Find a friend that studies the Bible and have a discussion. You will learn and grow. What doesn’t make sense at first will slowly begin to make sense. Take your time. Learn a little at the time. Do not be overwhelmed.
It is a lot to learn but not that hard if you take it a little at a time and are dedicated and diligent.